A month gone by
Today marks a month of hospitalization since March 26 th when Sonali drove me to the Anne Arundel Medical Center while I was suffering from 104+ fever. This has been the most tumultuous period of my life especially following the recent passing away of my Mom in Jan’19. Though the diagnosis for Leukemia was made by March 30 th , I could not fully comprehend it well enough till April 1 st (what irony –on Fool’s Day) because I had spent the previous week in a sort of fever & drug induced delirium. By then I had also been moved to the Johns Hopkins Hospital. The kaleidoscope of emotions that I have gone through since has been amazing to say the least. The first was obviously Utter Despair when the news sank in. Like most of us, we do everything to live and survive but rarely, ever, do we prepare ourselves to leave the world . There were moments of Self-Recrimination and all I could think of and kick myself for, were the myriad issues that I had continued to kick down the roa...